I am not perfect!!!

And I never will be, not in this life. I constantly make mistakes..I can be immovable when I think I am right.

I want everyone to be happy, yet everyone is unhappy with me.

I feel like I should be able to do it all, but I can't no matter how hard I try. How frustrating is that?

I don't cook dinner at the same time every night, or have a meal plan, sometimes a microwave dinner is my best friend.

I am not a morning person, so if I can, my day starts at noon....if or when I get a job, I really, really hope I can work in the afternoons.

I like to watch movies curled up on my couch and watch reruns of my favorites shows, especially if they make me cry...yes, I am admitting I am a waste-timer....sorry to burst your perfect image of me.

I am sarcastic, and have a tendency to offend, and sometimes I don't care.

There are days I stay in my p.j.'s all day long and don't shower for three maybe four days..I know, yuk, but at least I am not in construction work....or work at a fish factory.

I have awful road rage, you don't want to be in a car with me. I scream and swear and sometimes use that finger I am not supposed to. Hello, I am on the road, watch out you don't kill me...too many close calls....

I don't have a relationship with my mother, why, because she chose my abuser, her husband over me. Though there are times I miss my mom, I don't miss her...I know that sounds twisted, but it's true.

I don't always agree with my children, but I try accept the choices they have made.

Sometimes I say the F word, and I hate that word.

I call people on their shit, and they hate me for it. Yes, there are people out there who actually "hate" me.


I make mistakes all the time, get used to it. I am not perfect, never will be. So get over it.

Yes, today is one of those days where I felt the need to vent, and say it like it is. Try not to hate me too much for it.