I am frustrated...with the system that says that it is there to help and protect our children! I have so many family that are being hurt by this system, and they are innocent of all this madness. I feel at a loss as to what to do anymore. I do research, I email organizations, I give advise, I give my all to help these kids that apparently don't have a voice. And still the system fails them. And my heart is breaking...
I have seen so much abuse in my own family and it seems that our family is destined to this never ending cycle. I am so saddened by it, my heart is breaking...I am having such a hard time trying to do anything and everything to help them and I can't...
I kind of feel like I am climbing a fence that leads to nowhere...You climb and climb and just when you think you have reached the top and are about to get somewhere amazing, you find that on the other side you find a churning river. How do you get around that one, so you feel stuck on the edge of the fence with really no where to go...It's quite depressing....
I am doing my best to rely on the Lord here, but it is not an easy thing to do. It's just so hard to feel helpless...
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Even though those children don't realize, but the savior, our Lord Jesus Christ is right there with them. Sometimes it is so hard when you feel hopless, you don't feel him around, but thankfully we know that he is there, carrying us.
I'm so sorry you feel helpless. Remember that I love you and am here for you.
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